Friday, September 14, 2012

time to let go and allow who He Created be let out.



I created this blog so that people can ask the questions they what and see how life is with just having one arm. Its not always easy but many things are possible With HIS Help. 
So I was born with one arm and through out my whole life I struggled with my appearance.  I went as far as never wearing tanks or sleeveless shirts because of it. I am getting better though with it. I guess its because of how the kids treated me back when I was young. As well as having people stare at me in public even when I wear short sleeve shirts. I just dont like it when they look at me like im an alien or something. I guess I got to learn to suck it up and deal with it. No matter what people are going to stare. 
  I am starting to be bold little by little by wearing tanks around my apartment for just a few minutes just to get use to being out in public like that. Although God is revealing to me that I got to stop trying to easy into it and just be bold and “rip the bandaid off” so to speak and show off His perfect Creation. I’m not saying go out with sleeveless shirts to get attention thats not it at all but its more of a comfort thing for me. By all means I hate being the center of attention. 
  Its gotten so bad to the point were I wont even wear sleeveless shirts around my family and they know what I been trying to hide ever since I can remember.
got to go now but will continue this when I got time.