Realizing I haven’t posted in a long time. Let’s just say life happened. :)  This past weekend was a life changer for me. I went to a camp that is for people like me. Well I should say I volunteered there. It was literally the very first time as an adult. I felt at ease and genuinely accepted. You see through out my life I dealt with the stares negative comments  and glazers. Most of the time I don’t pay no mind to it. But other times it really gets to me. It was so refreshing to actually not have to deal with it and be free for the weekend. It really helped me in so many ways! That place will forever me my home and safe place. It was really special because I was a family pal to a family that was there for the first time too. So we pretty much got to experience our first time there together. Their 5 year old actually challenged me to do the ropes. That thing is like 50ft high. 😬 I’ve never done something like that. Let alone trust someone with my life when I was ready to come down.

Got to go but I’ll leave you with that for now. 😊

So on 6/29 about 13 1/2 months after the accident. I got on the bike. I been wanting to do it for a few months now. But stuff always came up or it just wasn't the time. It was amazing. At first I wasn't going to go to far cause I wasn't sure if I was really ready. Once I got going that was it. It felt so good to be riding again. It was really refreshing and a huge stress reliever for me. Still no memories of that day of the accident though. I'm starting to let that go cause I might not ever know the actual events that took place that day.